It was a long day and feels like a long life
Of battling my inner self my desire to be a chosen and good wife
Attracting the wrong men again
Seeking to fill that whole within
Unavailable, unattainable,
Unbelievable, unsustainable
It’s lame and I complain because God said No, that I need to abstain.
It’s not fair I say. I’ve been faithful and I pray
He said nope, not now. Close your eyes and bow
We have work to do first, so I will control your thirst
Bottled up for a time and place
Look for me and you’ll find Grace
In the meantime, between time
Share the good news to conqueror your blues
“My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.”
2 Corinthians 12
Okay fine. One day, some time
Your plan, not mine
I grow weary and get sad- frustrated just a tad
Please then God increase my hope and strengthen my might
The day to day walk and the everyday fight
Can be grueling and dark as I push towards the light
“For we live by faith, not by sight”
2 Corinthians 5:7
Just keep walking, and follow my voice, it’ll be alright
A long day ahead and hopefully a long life as well
To praise Your Name Jesus, in my heart is where you dwell.