Long

It was a long day and feels like a long life

Of battling my inner self my desire to be a chosen and good wife

Attracting the wrong men again

Seeking to fill that whole within

Unavailable, unattainable,

Unbelievable, unsustainable

It’s lame and I complain because God said No, that I need to abstain.

It’s not fair I say. I’ve been faithful and I pray

He said nope, not now. Close your eyes and bow

We have work to do first, so I will control your thirst

Bottled up for a time and place

Look for me and you’ll find Grace

In the meantime, between time

Share the good news to conqueror your blues

“My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.”

2 Corinthians 12

Okay fine. One day, some time

Your plan, not mine

I grow weary and get sad- frustrated just a tad

Please then God increase my hope and strengthen my might

The day to day walk and the everyday fight

Can be grueling and dark as I push towards the light

“For we live by faith, not by sight”

2 Corinthians 5:7

Just keep walking, and follow my voice, it’ll be alright

A long day ahead and hopefully a long life as well

To praise Your Name Jesus, in my heart is where you dwell.