I cried for hours

Mourning what was ours

Yearning for us to be

For us to see

Craving your touch

Reacted in a rush

Protecting my heart

You had it from the start

I’m not perfect

And neither are you

God forgives

I do too

I still love you

Is what you say

I love you too

I hope we can find our way.

God’s plan

Apparently God has a plan for my (love) life

Ending my relationship with conviction and strife

Because the hole it leaves is wide and deep

Feelings of sadness and resentment seep

I was hoping this was the end of my desire to be found

Low and behold, my God said not today, not now

There is more for you my child

This was a gift. It was practice

Not the end, just watch this

It was faith, it was grace

My perfect timing, not a race

I will fill the hole with my love

Keep your eyes up and above

Trust me and my perfect will

I promise that you will be filled

Weeping may last for a night, but JOY comes with the morning. Psalm 30:5

God, I am waiting for Joie

Is morning almost here?

I’m weeping without tears and dodging all my fears

Of prolonged sadness and being left in the rear

But God. I am yours. To do what you please

I will make an 11:11 wish, I will get on my knees

To pray without ceasing, so you can hear my needs

The day will turn to night and the day will soon return

Apparently the plan you have for my life is what I will learn