God’s definition of your husband is that man who helps you become the best version of yourself and wants you to help him do the same. -The Wait, Devon Franklin and Meagan Good
Me: How comforting. Who doesnt want such a partner? I do.
Me: God provides love, purpose, connection and joy. He has surely blessed my husband with these attributes.
Me: What about when you want it to be something to so bad, that you may even start to force it into the mold?
Me: How can you tell when it’s real?
Me: Quoting.. “Even so ought husbands also to love their own wives as their own bodies. He that loveth his own wife loveth himself:” Ephesians 5:28
Me: Does that now make it real?
Me: What about when you feel so alone, that this vow now seems stupid.
Me: I can feel myself getting angry waiting on a text or a call from someone who said I was their main focus? Contemplating going back through a door that I left cracked just incase of lonely nights, that the wind just swung wide open and is whispering my name.
Me: There was this man on the train the other day.. Probably in his mid to late 60s. He was being extra and was mumbling ( angrily ) about being single for the past 5 years lol. I thought to myself .. I absolutely get it sir!
Me: In all honesty, I do believe that my best friend is out there. That God is preparing me to meet him. I will know it’s real when I can talk to him about my prayers, laugh with him, cry with him, flirt with him, learn with him and love with him.
Me: He will propose marriage to me.
Me: Always hoping that the next guy, is the last guy.