” I’m broken. I placed her death on me. Because that’s the only thing that makes sense. I have to take pills to go to sleep now. I’m eating once a day. My gummy bear is gone. I’ll never see her again. I’ll never take that drive up to her to bring her to get steak, salmon an a side of lobster with a dirty martini. She was everything to me. An now I have nothing. I have to go stand near people that never know how good I was to her. That will never know there was a man that loved her unconditionally. An did anything an everything to keep her happy. I’ll never be whole again. I’ll never find another unicorn. I thought we where going to grow old together. I’m broken. An nothing anyone says makes me feel any better or has me thinking I can be fixed. They say time heels. Well what if it doesn’t ?”
So beautifully sad.